haww.... a love note from my baby boy, ben ben =')

'' Dear, I've lost my count on these nights where I can't actually fall asleep.
I guess I think I'm going crazy for you. Haha.
Here's your love notes.. Since I've got nothing to do. XD

Here's what's spinning in my mind.. WHY MUST I KEEP THINKING BACK HOW WE MET?
Funny, I'm glad that I met you, where the part I start to believe God does exist!!

Dear, all I ever want you to know is you're perfect to me.. So don't lost confidence
on everything. If you think you're weak, but you beat all me eX's. 'Cause probably
the same way you told me before, 'nobody ever makes me feel this way'..

I'm sorry if I ever make you disappointed(If you hiding it against me.. XD XD).
But I'm trying all my best to be who I can be when I'm with you. And I really wanna
learn to love you more than I do now. I guarantee my live's mission to satisfy you
everyway possible. 'Cause I know if you're me, you fight all the way for me.

Dear, here's another funny part.. All these girl I've dated, I'd thought of the way me
and them breaking up and I don't really care.. BUT I DON'T KNOW WHY, I'm affraid
of losing you. And I never missed someone until I CAN'T SLEEP!!

Despite all those jokes I told you everyday(those un-serious faces). I wanna tell you
I love you so much. I''m winning(I love you more than you love me, I SWEAR).
Really appreciate everything you did, and every single second I spent with you.

Honestly, I don't fight for anyone except my parents.. And I'm doing it for you.
I hate to tell past, future and forever, but I'll love you the rest of my life.
I'll be right next to you whenever you call my name... ''

'' I Love You So Much Benjamin ..... ''